Been trying to get a divorce for two years now. Just found out the magistrates is being force to retire. So he will have thirty days from June to clear up his cases. So I am hoping the divorce will get done and over with. My soon to be ex Is a npd and is trying all of his tricks to delay this. I have not received a penny from him. When this is said and done I think I might buy a camper if I can afford it and just take off. I really don't know who I am anymore and I feel like I am just here. I am going crazy to if I do this? I need to find out who I am. Just don't know what to do,