This is new to me. I have been suffering in silence for almost a year now. He left me and my daughter a year ago . He said he needed space and to grow and experience new things. For a year now, I am still grieving and lost without him. I know I need to move on and close his chapter but I seem to go back and do whatever he wants me to do. I don't know how to move on. I feel so alone and with no friends. I just stay home and raise my daughter. If anyone has any advice or needs a friend like I do, I would love to hear from someone. I feel so crippled with hurt that I think sometimes that I will live the rest of my life lonely.