I can't seem to convince myself of the end. Together 17 years and married 11 years. We have been through much stuff good and bad always side by side. I love her so much and always have. We have issues and i think we are where we are now is because we never dealt with big ones, we pushed it under the rug and tried to move past it. The seperation has been hard but it's something she has needed to step back and see how she does what I'll do and healing some things she felt like couldn't happen together. But she loves me. She if trying to hold it back and test the waters of life alone. I don't think she even believes it's permanent. I might be wrong but I think I have it close. We will see.........