I had a good cry today. I did everything I could to save my marriage. I don't think my ex valued me or the marriage. We never talked. When I tried and tried to talk to him and tell him that I didn't feel loved anymore, he would just get mad at me. If he valued the marriage, wouldn't he want to try to save it? I gave up because I couldn't fix this relationship alone. With that I don't know if I feel better or worse.